Recently I've been struggling with the loss of many close friends (not death just bad blood that hurt me deeply)

I've noticed people are too comfortable in their simple ways of living to have hard conversations

They're too afraid to speak up, and would rather simmer and wallow in silence opposed to just speaking up

I like to think that I'm quite easy to talk to, I'll listen to you, and do my best to solve situatios with you, but its hard when the other party is too afraid of confrontation to initiate such conversations

From what I understood too much had built up for my friends and they decided to go on with life without me in their group

I just wish they would of spoken to me about it when it all started