I been feeling lonely recently. I broke up with my ex and it feels like this overwhelming feeling of regret for all the things I did wrong in my relationship and all the ways it could of gone instead. At the start of the relationship he made me feel so loved, special & like I was the only girl in the world for him and by the end of it, I felt like he just… stopped caring. Its so hard to leave someone you love so much but I know at the end of the day he will feel a lot better with me not being around. All I want is for him to be happy even if it breaks me n tears me apart. I cry at night thinking about him and all I wanna do is contact him but I know if I do all I will feel is hurt over and over again. It was toxic all we ever did was hurt each other. Recently he blocked me, I think this is my sign to let go and move on but it def is hard. I don’t know if the pain of being without him will ever go away but I hope so. I just wish the best for him even though we ended on bad terms. (TwT) - yumi