Hey everyone,

I literally don't know what the point of even writing this is, but I think it's just for my own mental sake to explain to you all what's been happening lately. I am incredibly grateful for everyone who has taken an interest and a chance in me, contributing to the amazing time I've had on this website. This isn't a post about me quitting or anything, but also I would like to note the elephant in the room. This site is inherently toxic. There's no if, ands, or buts, it's just what it is. The reason for this post is to state the obvious, so why even mention it? Well because people are still being hurt on a daily basis and I would like to make clear that it does not have to be like this.

To be open with everyone, I've heard so many stories and so many tears being shed due to what is supposed to be a fun community turned into something toxic and stressful. Life is already hard enough as is, so why make it harder for yourself and others? At the end of the day, I'm only one person and realistically this post will not do anything. I just hope that me mentioning all this helps at least one person resonate with the fact that it's okay to believe in a better version of this community. I don't think it'll happen anytime soon, but everything starts with one small step.

Anyways, enough of that segment. I would also like to give a personal update to anyone who has ordered / attempted to order me these past few weeks. You may have noticed a significant increase in response time or maybe even dip in quality of service. Well not to make excuses but I did begin a new job I am very excited for, however I am still figuring out balancing work life, personal life, and ePal all at the same time. This time it's a bit worse because of how different it is to my previous occupation, but I will get there eventually. To state again, I love ePal and I do not want to quit, and I'm thankful for everyone who has given me the opportunity to prove myself. Hopefully within the near future I can go back to the way I was, but for now please bear with me.

For anyone who even read a single sentence of this post, thank you for taking the time out of your day to give such a mess of a ramble any notice whatsoever. Personally, I try not to open up too much to people as I believe in maintaining a calm and collected composure. However, sometimes it gets too much to keep within, which leads to posts like these. I hope that everyone's time on this site continues to be better and that everyone obtains the enjoyment that it is meant to provide. For as long as I'm on here, I'll do my best to make sure I contribute to yours as well!

All the best,

Aven c: