I’m glad you forced me to watch that movie with you last night, I can see why it was special to you. There was a scene that I told you about that touched my soul. You asked me If I was still there, I was just processing my emotions. I showed you tears, you labeled me brave. Thank you for always being so sweet. Hire a priest to perform an exorcism on me because I still have demons inside of me that I haven’t conquered yet. When you’ve lost someone right in front of you, ironically that stays with you forever. Forever is a long time but memory loosens its grip with time, even on wounds that never seem to heal. It makes me wonder if we were programmed to be this way, the ability to forget is what makes us human, its how we heal. back to sleep.