I can love someone very much I can care deeply for someone regardless of the label they have in my life but I love myself more I am my own biggest project and my priority after all we spend most of our time with ourselves 🩷🌸 the first few days are the heaviest because of the nostalgia and the fond memories but it's all in the mind it’s very hypotenuse ironic contradictory of me to say this but I am too proud no matter how much love I have for someone I am not a crumb chaser so if you're a groveling crumb giver consider it all over JAJAJA I'm sorry but I'm a princess and if I bow down my crown falls off oops okay that sounded very bossy stuck up of me but the truth is I like feeling loved and being made to feel like a priority and if I have to take that first step well obviously it won't feel the same it’s very selfish of me I know but that’s just how I am uwu 🩷🌸 I’ve lost dear friends and partners because of this but then I tell myself they just weren't important enough in their lives and that is completely fine 💜🌸 I am a princess without a castle and without a knight all by myself building my own empire and yes I do like being the process woman don't abandon ship when things get tough though it depends on you and how you treat me when someone doesn't give me my proper place I leave in silence without making a scene because I am a woman not a girl my soul and my mind are always at peace always giving my best loving with all my heart knowing that although I am not perfect and I make mistakes I never betrayed anyone's love or trust and I never failed them uwu 💕 you don't always receive what you give but that's okay you give what you are nobody gives what they don't have there is so much love in my heart 🩷🌸 which is why I feel so happy and fulfilled regard less of the circumstances all the love we give comes back to us through family friends a partner our studies work or business 🥰💕 most importantly it's about honoring and respecting nature animals and the people around us how beautiful it is to live with so much peace love and harmony uwu 🩷✨