soapsi had only recently, gained total freedom, and she had no idea what to do with it… for months prior, soapsi begged for the freedom she has now.. but soapsi still has mental crashes, she knows that she should continue being free and happy! but she has nightmares of being in a place of turmoil again, soapsi is slowly getting better day by day. and one day soapsi will be better than she ever could before. but soapsi is sick now so she will try her hardest to respond please be patient with soaps